I don't know how or why but I just had an amazing epiphany (look it up).
I just realized that I am more of an idiot than I ever thought I was before.
There's even a girl in my Algebra class that is all over me, and strangely enough, I could care less.
I am sulking over a girl I let slip through my fingers, when there's another girl swooning over me that I see twice a freaking week!
The girl I was obsessed with was georgous and I couldn't seem to keep it together around her, but she also smokes (I've got some serious asthma) and (something I failed to tell you guys) she already has a kid.
This other girl is single, pretty cute (not as much as the first one, but I can't keep obsessing over looks anymore), and I already know for sure that she is into me. She's also geeky like me and now that I think about it, she's MUCH
more likely to appreciate me for what I really am.
Also, I feel very comfortable around her, and I can talk to her without hesitation, which is a big plus (I guess flirting with a really hot girl has boosted my confidence more than I realize, maybe it
is right... maybe it really was just a life lesson).
She also has a pretty nice body underneath that puffy coat she's been wearing (I fully realized this last week when she was stretching with it unzipped, much
nicer that I expected, and I think she did it intentially cuz she was grinning).
I dunno why it took me this long to realise that I should be persuing HER
and not the other girl.
How could I be so utterly idiotic?
I'M GOING FOR IT!
No question about it, I've been blinded by beauty, but I'm not going to let another potential girlfriend slip past me... I'M POUNCING BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE!
WISH ME LUCK!